Recently, I had an insane epiphany. I’m quite certain it came from a place where I was just tired of giving in to certain individuals, and I came to realise that they simply did not deserve the effort no more.

Towards the end of last year and early this year were the craziest. The events that transpired during those times really messed me up, and I’m just glad that the individuals who enabled the situations are no longer in my life.

Of course, they were not all to be fully blamed – I played a part. I could have said no, I could have walked out from the beginning, but I did not. I could have decided to not give some of them the benefit of the doubt, but what the hell, I did, and now, life goes on.

Months gone by, and right now, I try to be better – day by day. For the past few months, I’ve surrounded myself with pretty mermazing people who not only focus on building themselves up, but others as well. The main thing is that they do not try to break anyone down, and for that, I am very grateful to have them in my life.

On that note, I plan to embrace my mermazing self (I know it takes time, but hey, it has to start somewhere and at some point.. and well, soon would be good, hey!). If that means losing some very important people (come to think of it now, not many of them left) in my life, so be it. I’ve gone through that before – a few times too – and I am still breathing.

I’ll end my post with a lovely quote (I forgot who it is from and right now, cannot be bothered to Google)…

“At some point, you have to realise that some people can stay in your heart, but not in your life.”

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